So here we are at that time of year.
I say I love you and shed a tear.
Only now after 16 years I almost cope.
And this year I'm really not going to mope.
I still love you more than words can say
So we're making this a happy, busy day
With family and friends all well aware
Of just how much my heart has a tear
It's the part that ripped when you fell alseep
Like the promise to me you just couldn't keep
All forgiven but never from my mind at all
You are and will forever be my No1 son Paul
You showed me grief, you made me a mum
In between life was good , bad and then some
Twiddle of your fingers and that smirky look
That smile of yours got you out my bad book,
I'd swap the world to banter, have one more row
You're making me giggle just thinking of it now
But sadly it's quiet and you're sleeping forever
Enjoy the peace until we are back together.
Cos earache I owe you is mounting in piles
So you'd best be saving up those smiles
Until then just enjoy your peaceful sleep
And in my heart and mind you I will keep
Missing you so much Little un and I forgive you ❤️
Marsha aka mum
15th October 2023