So here we are at that time of year. I say I love you and shed a tear. Only now after 16 years I almost cope. And this year I'm really not going to mope. I still love you more than words can say So we're making this a happy, busy day With family and friends all well aware Of just how much my heart has a tear It's the part that ripped when you fell alseep Like the promise to me you just couldn't keep All forgiven but never from my mind at all You are and will forever be my No1 son Paul You showed me grief, you made me a mum In between life was good , bad and then some Twiddle of your fingers and that smirky look That smile of yours got you out my bad book, I'd swap the world to banter, have one more row You're making me giggle just thinking of it now But sadly it's quiet and you're sleeping forever Enjoy the peace until we are back together. Cos earache I owe you is mounting in piles So you'd best be saving up those smiles Until then just enjoy your peaceful sleep And in my heart and mind you I will keep Missing you so much Little un and I forgive you ❤️