Hey Dad I just wanted you to know how much I love and miss you! i really wish you could be with me right now so I could make you proud! I hope I am making you proud. There isn't a day that I don't think about you. I just wish you could be here, there are times when I sit and don't know what to do and wish I could turn to you for advice. I talk to you all the time and I hope you hear me. I feel like I can't keep everyone happy as well as myself and I just don't know what to do about certain things at the minute! I love you and I constantly think about you! I miss you Dad! Love Lou xxxxxxxx